January 28th, 1986
Jan. 28th, 2009 07:33 amI was getting ready for class when I heard a noise that sounded like a cross between a low scream and a moan, coming from a corner suite in my dorm. I ran to see what was wrong, and caught the coverage of the explosion* on small television screen.
For years, I thought that would be the most horrific thing I would ever see.
Francis R. Scobee. Michael J. Smith. Judith A. Resnik. Ellison S. Onizuka. Ronald E. McNair. Gregory B. Jarvis. Sharon Christa McAuliffe.
Oh! I have slipped the surly bonds of earth
And danced the skies on laughter-silvered wings;
Sunward I've climbed, and joined the tumbling mirth
Of sun-split clouds - and done a hundred things
You have not dreamed of - wheeled and soared and swung
High in the sunlit silence. Hov'ring there
I've chased the shouting wind along, and flung
My eager craft through footless halls of air.
Up, up the long delirious, burning blue,
I've topped the windswept heights with easy grace
Where never lark, or even eagle flew -
And, while with silent lifting mind I've trod
The high untresspassed sanctity of space,
Put out my hand and touched the face of God.
-Pilot Officer Gillespie Magee, 412 squadron, RCAF
Killed 11 December 1941
*yeah I know it didn't technically explode. But that is the image in my mind, and I'm not a rocket scientist, okay?
For years, I thought that would be the most horrific thing I would ever see.
Francis R. Scobee. Michael J. Smith. Judith A. Resnik. Ellison S. Onizuka. Ronald E. McNair. Gregory B. Jarvis. Sharon Christa McAuliffe.
Oh! I have slipped the surly bonds of earth
And danced the skies on laughter-silvered wings;
Sunward I've climbed, and joined the tumbling mirth
Of sun-split clouds - and done a hundred things
You have not dreamed of - wheeled and soared and swung
High in the sunlit silence. Hov'ring there
I've chased the shouting wind along, and flung
My eager craft through footless halls of air.
Up, up the long delirious, burning blue,
I've topped the windswept heights with easy grace
Where never lark, or even eagle flew -
And, while with silent lifting mind I've trod
The high untresspassed sanctity of space,
Put out my hand and touched the face of God.
-Pilot Officer Gillespie Magee, 412 squadron, RCAF
Killed 11 December 1941
*yeah I know it didn't technically explode. But that is the image in my mind, and I'm not a rocket scientist, okay?
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Date: 2009-01-28 01:20 pm (UTC)Challenger was my favorite shuttle. Still is, actually.
Do you mind if I repost on my blog? I think this is better than anything I would have come up with this year...
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Date: 2009-01-28 01:28 pm (UTC)just remember to credit, and a multiple of sins are forgiven.
(the poem is pretty much a standard tribute -- I haven't brainwidth to spare for anything else right now, I fear)
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Date: 2009-01-28 01:31 pm (UTC)And I remember my then husband saying, "I bet you don't wish you could be an astronaut now." And I remember saying, "I'd go up tomorrow," and thinking that they died doing what they loved and what a horrible loss it all was.
You know, on Zoloft I couldn't cry about things. I'm glad I'm on Pristiq and I can still cry when I read that poem. It was always posted somewhere near where I worked when I was in the Air Force. I love it.
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Date: 2009-01-28 03:49 pm (UTC)*points* That's pretty much the conversation my mom and I had after Columbia. I still want to go up there, but wish they'd update the blasted ships already. *sighs*
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Date: 2009-01-28 01:58 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-28 02:49 pm (UTC)That March, I was at a student conference being hosted by Dick Scobee's high school. One of the display cases in the hallway had a memorial to him, complete with a photo of him taken on a previous flight with a sticker of the school mascot and a huge grin on his face. I never met him, but when I saw that photo I really wanted to have had the chance to.
In late June, the national conference for the same student group was in Washington, DC. I made a trip out to Arlington, and stopped at his gravesite. There wasn't anything I could say, or do, or leave; I still had to go.
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Date: 2009-01-28 03:33 pm (UTC)That and 9/11. I remember where I was, and mostly, sadly, exactly how I felt.
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Date: 2009-01-28 03:34 pm (UTC)The words of the technical issues came later. The images of the moment are more important to many of us. That's the part I won't get out of my mind.
Thanks for posting.
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Date: 2009-01-28 03:56 pm (UTC)That poem, though, has been hanging around my notebooks ever since high school; I always have a copy of it somewhere.
*salutes*
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Date: 2009-01-28 04:14 pm (UTC)I ran over to the school store and the place was packed with students watching the tv. I'll never forget how quiet it was in there, just the sound of the tv coverage. Our school's Astronomy teacher had made it pretty far through the Teacher In Space selection process (IIRC he was a semi-finalist), so it hit a bit closer to home, as well.
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Date: 2009-01-28 05:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-28 06:17 pm (UTC)wow
Date: 2009-01-28 09:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-29 07:03 am (UTC)