I really, really really want to talk a lot about the project I'm working on now, that has no contract, no publisher, no editor interested in it [yet], but I love and my agent loves, and everyone I've mentioned it to goes *[Idea Redacted]? OMG WANTS!*
But I'm terrified of actually, y'know, talking about it.
Because I am so far out of my comfort zone on this it's like somebody else has taken over my brain.
And that's a good thing.
But it's also scary as hell.
And I have this suspicion that if I let any of my energy and enthusiasm leak away from the project and into talking about it, the entire thing will fall flat and never actually get written.
So if I seem sort of distracted and vague and even more overly-caffeinated and fluttery, in the next few weeks? That's why.
Well, that and the fact that it's December and my life gets crazy in other ways this month, too....
But I'm terrified of actually, y'know, talking about it.
Because I am so far out of my comfort zone on this it's like somebody else has taken over my brain.
And that's a good thing.
But it's also scary as hell.
And I have this suspicion that if I let any of my energy and enthusiasm leak away from the project and into talking about it, the entire thing will fall flat and never actually get written.
So if I seem sort of distracted and vague and even more overly-caffeinated and fluttery, in the next few weeks? That's why.
Well, that and the fact that it's December and my life gets crazy in other ways this month, too....
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Date: 2010-12-01 05:50 pm (UTC)I guess Skype will mos def. have to come into play.
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Date: 2010-12-01 05:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-01 09:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-01 09:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-01 09:46 pm (UTC)And I totally understand not wanting the tension to leak out through conversation.
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Date: 2010-12-01 11:50 pm (UTC)